WHY ?

I don’t want to cry but I can’t help…
If I could turn back time, I think I will not want to ask
If I am silly enough to pretend, but I know myself very well
Cos I don’t like complicated stuff
But the more you dislike it the more it will come to you…
Complicated minds, thoughts are hurting me now..
Though no one knows, it doesn’t matter
Never experience a smooth sailing, when will I then?
I have no idea but hope I will someday
I have yet to give up but afraid I will soon
Maybe all I need are strength and perseverance
To keep me going ..but I know my limit ..
Once tested and it will be gone and by then I know I am giving up..
When is the time? I have no idea but I think my feeling will guide me on my decision by then…

Not so happy fish ..

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

God made the world with a heart full of love,
Then He looked down from Heaven above,
And saw that we all need a helping hand,
Someone to share with, who'll understand.

He made special people to see us through
The glad times and the sad times, too;
A person on whom we can always depend,
Someone we can call a friend.

God made friends so we'll carry a part
Of His perfect love in all our hearts.

Angel...

ANGEL
by spadie_lady

When you are in need of a friend
Just look up and i will be there...
I will be your Angel when you are sad
Your Angel when you are mad
An Angel to guide you when you need a helping hand...
Remember faith in all that you do
Remember it was faith that brought me to you
So when you are feeling lonely or even feeling blue
Just know there will be an Angel watching over YOU!

I come across this poem and somehow I find this is meaningful...
I need an angel to watch over me as well....

Do i have one?
I wonder...

She is not happy =P

Just read her blog and got to know that she isn't happy with her job..and i know she is stressed ..I was in her shoe last time and i do understand well how she feels now... i am sad as i am not there to be her listener.. when i was down and sad, she was there to cheer me up...

Gal,
If you happen to read this, please cheer up ...just want u to know that i am always here ...to listen to all grumbles... cheer up dun be sad and please dun cry anymore... things will be over soon...
Wish to see a happy gal again.. please smile~
Miss ya alot .. :(