By chance, i got to hear this song over the radio just now and it seems to be describing my feeling.. sometimes i am confused.... stranger.. so close yet so far? ? ? ?
Maybe i should just forget about it!
作曲：雷颂德 作词：林夕 编曲：雷颂德
这世界到处也有面善路人
擦过了多少脚印 谁人能合衬
远或近 最终都可接吻
有人 便有美满人生
喜欢你 无奈再见到你已像陌路人
情能够陷到几深 这么近 这么近
却彷似相差一世 至少 分手也甘心
我怎可能离不开 捱到现在
人潮里面学会等待
那次偶遇你的爱 你不爱 我肯爱
还有很多个对手相爱
纵使感情离不开 人已不在
如能瞑目后便看开
对我最大的感慨 你不爱 他会爱
可惜他也许 与我擦过于沧海
重遇你 发觉你再美也像面善路人
而怀缅又有几真 这么远 这么远
却彷似相差一吻
至少 客气得可亲
我怎可能离不开 捱到现在
人潮里面学会等待
那次偶遇你的爱 你不爱 我肯爱
还有很多个对手相爱
纵使感情离不开 人已不在
如能瞑目后便看开
对我最大的感慨 你不爱 他会爱
可惜他也许 与我擦过于沧海
而其实我早应该 绝口不说旧爱
否则怎显得死性肯改
从前受够了伤害 若得到有人爱
幸福点也应该
我怎可能离不开 捱到现在
人们碰面后便散开
那次偶遇你的爱 你不爱 我肯爱
还有很多个对手相爱
纵使感情离不开 人已不在
如能瞑目后便看开
对我最大的感慨
你不爱 他会爱
可惜他也许 与我擦过于沧海
错过了这接力赛
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Sunday, November 11, 2007
It’s Me? 99% Accuracy… It’s ME! (By Astrology.com)
You are always questioning and learning, and you seem young and alive no matter what your chronological age, for your mind is always alert, curious, flexible and open to new experiences. You have a childlike enthusiasm for anything new and you learn easily, but you also get bored rather quickly. You can be something of a scatterbrain, for you tend to have so many ideas and irons in the fire that it is hard to keep track of them all. You need and crave variety, change, mental stimulation, and an active social life.
Quiet, deep, emotionally complex and intensely private, you are not a person who is easy to get to know and understand. You are extremely sensitive but disinclined to show it, and you allow only a special few into your inner world. Like a wary animal, you are cautious and mistrustful of those you do not know until you "sniff them out". You are very, very instinctive and intuitive. You usually have a strong, immediate gut reaction to people, even though you may be unable to clearly articulate why you feel as you do. Your feelings and perceptions go deeper than words.
Quiet, deep, emotionally complex and intensely private, you are not a person who is easy to get to know and understand. You are extremely sensitive but disinclined to show it, and you allow only a special few into your inner world. Like a wary animal, you are cautious and mistrustful of those you do not know until you "sniff them out". You are very, very instinctive and intuitive. You usually have a strong, immediate gut reaction to people, even though you may be unable to clearly articulate why you feel as you do. Your feelings and perceptions go deeper than words.
Friday, November 09, 2007
Having sleeping problem again...
This time round, i am experiencing the same thing that had been haunting me for long last time. However, it seemed to disappear from my diary long time ago... but now it comes back again! A thing called "insomnia"!
I am having sleepless nights again. Not once, twice or thrice but countless nights i guess... eve since i turned 26. =p ..been telling a friend bout this and she was laughing at me by saying i cant accept to be 26.. hmmm not FUNNY! haha!
What is the cause? In fact i have reduced the intake of caffeine.. from 3-4 cups of cofffee a day to 1 cup or sometimes not taking any in a day. "Teh tarik" is another culprit now..i realised!
Some said it is due to the bad weather up here.. and some said I could have bumped into "Something" ..feeling eerie and scary.. we call this as "X-File" here.. maybe though as lesser people living at my floor, most have been moving to live at new block...
Arghh... maybe i shall shut my mind off and keep concentrating in counting sheeps, thinking bout dreaming and feeling sleepy ..maybe i can sleep, can i ??
Wonder if i can have a good night sleep tonight. =p
Anyone can suggest a solution? I just need one night of good sleep will do.
Fish needs to zzzZZ .... S.O.S!
I am having sleepless nights again. Not once, twice or thrice but countless nights i guess... eve since i turned 26. =p ..been telling a friend bout this and she was laughing at me by saying i cant accept to be 26.. hmmm not FUNNY! haha!
What is the cause? In fact i have reduced the intake of caffeine.. from 3-4 cups of cofffee a day to 1 cup or sometimes not taking any in a day. "Teh tarik" is another culprit now..i realised!
Some said it is due to the bad weather up here.. and some said I could have bumped into "Something" ..feeling eerie and scary.. we call this as "X-File" here.. maybe though as lesser people living at my floor, most have been moving to live at new block...
Arghh... maybe i shall shut my mind off and keep concentrating in counting sheeps, thinking bout dreaming and feeling sleepy ..maybe i can sleep, can i ??
Wonder if i can have a good night sleep tonight. =p
Anyone can suggest a solution? I just need one night of good sleep will do.
Fish needs to zzzZZ .... S.O.S!
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Happy to meet back
You make me happy and you make me sad
You make me smile and you make me cry
You show me the light and you put me in the dark yet again
But yet I know I am happier than ever
But yet I know I am being cheerful than ever
What would have happened without your appearance?
Oh yes….
Life will still go on, journey will still go on
With me sailing quietly through the rough sea
But I know I will miss out a lot along the journey
Thanks for being here now...
Laughter and tears are inevitable in life
Every laughter and tear makes life different
Thank you for all the laughter and tears that you bring to me
I cherish every moment
And I know it will go on and many more to come
I appreciate all cares shown and thanks for appearing in my life once again after so long
I used to be naïve but now, I am not
I used to be stubborn but now, I am not or do I still?
We’ve grown up and we’ve changed a lot
All changes are for good I know
When it comes it will come
I believe if things are meant to be, they are meant to be
I believe in faith and fate
When it is meant to happen, it will happen
Just believe it will come true.
Thanks for all the magic moments and I am looking forward
The moment will come…
Time will tell…and when it comes we shall celebrate and appreciate it…
Hmmm just out of my mind I felt like scribbling something here and I never know that I can actually write a short poem.. if this is considered as one =p…
Now I know that when the mood is right I can actually write.. shall I try to start to write short stories then ..i wonder… =p
You make me smile and you make me cry
You show me the light and you put me in the dark yet again
But yet I know I am happier than ever
But yet I know I am being cheerful than ever
What would have happened without your appearance?
Oh yes….
Life will still go on, journey will still go on
With me sailing quietly through the rough sea
But I know I will miss out a lot along the journey
Thanks for being here now...
Laughter and tears are inevitable in life
Every laughter and tear makes life different
Thank you for all the laughter and tears that you bring to me
I cherish every moment
And I know it will go on and many more to come
I appreciate all cares shown and thanks for appearing in my life once again after so long
I used to be naïve but now, I am not
I used to be stubborn but now, I am not or do I still?
We’ve grown up and we’ve changed a lot
All changes are for good I know
When it comes it will come
I believe if things are meant to be, they are meant to be
I believe in faith and fate
When it is meant to happen, it will happen
Just believe it will come true.
Thanks for all the magic moments and I am looking forward
The moment will come…
Time will tell…and when it comes we shall celebrate and appreciate it…
Hmmm just out of my mind I felt like scribbling something here and I never know that I can actually write a short poem.. if this is considered as one =p…
Now I know that when the mood is right I can actually write.. shall I try to start to write short stories then ..i wonder… =p
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Sailing.....
Out of the sudden I am listening to Rod Stewarts' songs again ...and this song has been my favourite till now .....
I am sailing, I am sailing,
Home again cross the sea.
I am sailing, stormy waters,
To be near you, to be free.
I am flying, I am flying,
Like a bird cross the sky.
I am flying, passing high clouds,
To be with you, to be free.
Can you hear me, can you hear me
Thro the dark night, far away,
I am dying, forever trying,
To be with you, who can say.
Can you hear me, can you hear me,
Thro the dark night far away.
I am dying, forever trying,
To be with you, who can say.
We are sailing, we are sailing,
Home again cross the sea.
We are sailing stormy waters,
To be near you, to be free.
Oh lord, to be near you, to be free.
Oh lord, to be near you, to be free,
Oh lord.
I am sailing, I am sailing,
Home again cross the sea.
I am sailing, stormy waters,
To be near you, to be free.
I am flying, I am flying,
Like a bird cross the sky.
I am flying, passing high clouds,
To be with you, to be free.
Can you hear me, can you hear me
Thro the dark night, far away,
I am dying, forever trying,
To be with you, who can say.
Can you hear me, can you hear me,
Thro the dark night far away.
I am dying, forever trying,
To be with you, who can say.
We are sailing, we are sailing,
Home again cross the sea.
We are sailing stormy waters,
To be near you, to be free.
Oh lord, to be near you, to be free.
Oh lord, to be near you, to be free,
Oh lord.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Dear Soo Mei,
Here is your horoscope for Wednesday, October 24:
A ho-hum feeling has taken hold of your daily routine. It's time to shake things up. Call your honey out of the blue and sing into the phone. Take an impromptu trip, even if it's only to the backyard.
>>>>>>What is this?? Very funny but it can be true at times.... i know one of my friends encountered this and ..it's vry true... how true is this ..will know by tomorrow :p ..freaky sometimes.
Here is your horoscope for Wednesday, October 24:
A ho-hum feeling has taken hold of your daily routine. It's time to shake things up. Call your honey out of the blue and sing into the phone. Take an impromptu trip, even if it's only to the backyard.
>>>>>>What is this?? Very funny but it can be true at times.... i know one of my friends encountered this and ..it's vry true... how true is this ..will know by tomorrow :p ..freaky sometimes.
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
03.10.2007
It’s a pleasant day for me… Though working life is busy, am happy that people around me care for me a lot…
Working life:
It’s been 5 months now and one more month to go I am going to get my confirmation…keep my fingers crossed and so coincidence that the day of my confirmation = my BIG day :)
Life has been busy up here, starting to have projects flowing in and in the midst of executing few of my own projects. It is interesting and happy to feel the satisfaction after all efforts and hardworks being put on projects are being recognised. I am glad that I have made the RIGHT decision to leave my previous job and hook on this new job. Though I know nuts bout this industry, slowly I am learning and catching up. I believe there are vast of opportunities for me to groom and grow here.. Time will tell and I have faith..
Personal Life:
There isn’t much spices about my life up here except got to know lots of new friends. Maybe we know that we are away from home, that’s why we are close to each other and care for each other.
Ever since I am here, I am glad that I am able to meet back lots of old friends and one of them really makes me realise something. It’s something that I treasure and will cherish for long.
Life is full of miracles and I believe if I am back at KL I believe this will not going to happen. Everything seems to be coming my way.. and i like this feeling, which brightens up my days.
God has every reason when He makes me to decide whether to stay or to go. I believe that every choice we are going to make will lead us to different ending. And for me I hope I will have an happy ending :>
However I MISS HOME….. and miss all my friends back at KL and I miss you.. :)
Working life:
It’s been 5 months now and one more month to go I am going to get my confirmation…keep my fingers crossed and so coincidence that the day of my confirmation = my BIG day :)
Life has been busy up here, starting to have projects flowing in and in the midst of executing few of my own projects. It is interesting and happy to feel the satisfaction after all efforts and hardworks being put on projects are being recognised. I am glad that I have made the RIGHT decision to leave my previous job and hook on this new job. Though I know nuts bout this industry, slowly I am learning and catching up. I believe there are vast of opportunities for me to groom and grow here.. Time will tell and I have faith..
Personal Life:
There isn’t much spices about my life up here except got to know lots of new friends. Maybe we know that we are away from home, that’s why we are close to each other and care for each other.
Ever since I am here, I am glad that I am able to meet back lots of old friends and one of them really makes me realise something. It’s something that I treasure and will cherish for long.
Life is full of miracles and I believe if I am back at KL I believe this will not going to happen. Everything seems to be coming my way.. and i like this feeling, which brightens up my days.
God has every reason when He makes me to decide whether to stay or to go. I believe that every choice we are going to make will lead us to different ending. And for me I hope I will have an happy ending :>
However I MISS HOME….. and miss all my friends back at KL and I miss you.. :)
Friday, September 21, 2007
WHY ?
I don’t want to cry but I can’t help…
If I could turn back time, I think I will not want to ask
If I am silly enough to pretend, but I know myself very well
Cos I don’t like complicated stuff
But the more you dislike it the more it will come to you…
Complicated minds, thoughts are hurting me now..
Though no one knows, it doesn’t matter
Never experience a smooth sailing, when will I then?
I have no idea but hope I will someday
I have yet to give up but afraid I will soon
Maybe all I need are strength and perseverance
To keep me going ..but I know my limit ..
Once tested and it will be gone and by then I know I am giving up..
When is the time? I have no idea but I think my feeling will guide me on my decision by then…
Not so happy fish ..
If I could turn back time, I think I will not want to ask
If I am silly enough to pretend, but I know myself very well
Cos I don’t like complicated stuff
But the more you dislike it the more it will come to you…
Complicated minds, thoughts are hurting me now..
Though no one knows, it doesn’t matter
Never experience a smooth sailing, when will I then?
I have no idea but hope I will someday
I have yet to give up but afraid I will soon
Maybe all I need are strength and perseverance
To keep me going ..but I know my limit ..
Once tested and it will be gone and by then I know I am giving up..
When is the time? I have no idea but I think my feeling will guide me on my decision by then…
Not so happy fish ..
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
F.R.I.E.N.D.S
God made the world with a heart full of love,
Then He looked down from Heaven above,
And saw that we all need a helping hand,
Someone to share with, who'll understand.
He made special people to see us through
The glad times and the sad times, too;
A person on whom we can always depend,
Someone we can call a friend.
God made friends so we'll carry a part
Of His perfect love in all our hearts.
Then He looked down from Heaven above,
And saw that we all need a helping hand,
Someone to share with, who'll understand.
He made special people to see us through
The glad times and the sad times, too;
A person on whom we can always depend,
Someone we can call a friend.
God made friends so we'll carry a part
Of His perfect love in all our hearts.
Angel...
ANGEL
by spadie_lady
When you are in need of a friend
Just look up and i will be there...
I will be your Angel when you are sad
Your Angel when you are mad
An Angel to guide you when you need a helping hand...
Remember faith in all that you do
Remember it was faith that brought me to you
So when you are feeling lonely or even feeling blue
Just know there will be an Angel watching over YOU!
I come across this poem and somehow I find this is meaningful...
I need an angel to watch over me as well....
Do i have one?
I wonder...
by spadie_lady
When you are in need of a friend
Just look up and i will be there...
I will be your Angel when you are sad
Your Angel when you are mad
An Angel to guide you when you need a helping hand...
Remember faith in all that you do
Remember it was faith that brought me to you
So when you are feeling lonely or even feeling blue
Just know there will be an Angel watching over YOU!
I come across this poem and somehow I find this is meaningful...
I need an angel to watch over me as well....
Do i have one?
I wonder...
Friday, September 07, 2007
She is not happy =P
Just read her blog and got to know that she isn't happy with her job..and i know she is stressed ..I was in her shoe last time and i do understand well how she feels now... i am sad as i am not there to be her listener.. when i was down and sad, she was there to cheer me up...
Gal,
If you happen to read this, please cheer up ...just want u to know that i am always here ...to listen to all grumbles... cheer up dun be sad and please dun cry anymore... things will be over soon...
Wish to see a happy gal again.. please smile~
Miss ya alot .. :(
Gal,
If you happen to read this, please cheer up ...just want u to know that i am always here ...to listen to all grumbles... cheer up dun be sad and please dun cry anymore... things will be over soon...
Wish to see a happy gal again.. please smile~
Miss ya alot .. :(
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
What’s wrong with me?
It’s approaching 4 months now ever since I joined RWB… and without fail every month I will encounter diarrhoea and stomachache. At first I thought it could be due to the water here …so I bought my own kettle and start to boil the water before consumption… but the problem still persists. L
Sad to mention that it’s getting worse now. Every time I encounter this problem I’ll go to the clinic and all the doctor can do is to put me on medication… till I refuse to go anymore now. What’s wrong with me? I do admit I have sensitive digestive system but up to this extend I think is a bit too much…
This month is worse, encounter it on alternate days… I have actually reducing hot and spicy food intake now but still it doesn’t help. Chillies are my favourite and I am slowly giving up those as well L. But since there is no cure yet from this disturbing stomach pain, why shall I stop eating chillies as by stopping from eating chillies it doesn’t help at all~ Sigh!
Last nite I was awaken by stomach pain again … been staying in the bathroom for bout 30 minutes and it was 5 am in the morning… taken medicine this morning and I thought it could at least help to stop the pain. Up to now I still having upset stomach …been to the ladies and flushed~! I need help… or is there any hidden illness that I do not know of? Am afraid now ~ L Could it be lactose intolerance symptom? I wonder????
Sad to mention that it’s getting worse now. Every time I encounter this problem I’ll go to the clinic and all the doctor can do is to put me on medication… till I refuse to go anymore now. What’s wrong with me? I do admit I have sensitive digestive system but up to this extend I think is a bit too much…
This month is worse, encounter it on alternate days… I have actually reducing hot and spicy food intake now but still it doesn’t help. Chillies are my favourite and I am slowly giving up those as well L. But since there is no cure yet from this disturbing stomach pain, why shall I stop eating chillies as by stopping from eating chillies it doesn’t help at all~ Sigh!
Last nite I was awaken by stomach pain again … been staying in the bathroom for bout 30 minutes and it was 5 am in the morning… taken medicine this morning and I thought it could at least help to stop the pain. Up to now I still having upset stomach …been to the ladies and flushed~! I need help… or is there any hidden illness that I do not know of? Am afraid now ~ L Could it be lactose intolerance symptom? I wonder????
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
How am I being associated with Fish(es)?
I come to take a deep thought about this quite sometimes.. and to my surprise this is amazing! The first day when I was born, I was given a name associated with fish = SooMei! And SooMei is a type of fish... Never came across this till I joined the workforce...and people around me were making fun of my name. By then only I realised how “expensive” I am… Priceless fish they called it… cost about RM 40/ 100 g… or is it RM 40/ 1 g? Hahaha
Then when I came to work here, I inherited an aquarium from my ex-manager. Now I have a big tank with few species of fishes swimming around. Isn’t this amazing? Fishes are surrounding my life…
No no am not talking craps here… FYI I was being referred as cat when I was in secondary school then. Of cos a cute and fatty and chubby cat called Garfield... and FYI Cat eats fish! Hahahaha what an association … Gosh! It’s pretty amazing ~ don’t you agree?
So in conclusion...SooMei Fish is keeping fishes now… but I don’t like fishy stuff tho =p . . .
And without realising, I am actually concerned and worried much bout the well being of my fishes up here... When I go back KL I will think of getting them food, and wondering if they miss me … silly me..
It’s true that fishes do understand human’s behaviour…when they wanna eat they will dance in front of me… and when they did something wrong they will hide themselves...Fishes are yet another amazing living creature on earth...
Besides doggie, “fishy” is my 2nd lover J it’s always agreed that we human always find comfort in small animals … I agree J. They are part of my life now…both doggie and “fishy”
Then when I came to work here, I inherited an aquarium from my ex-manager. Now I have a big tank with few species of fishes swimming around. Isn’t this amazing? Fishes are surrounding my life…
No no am not talking craps here… FYI I was being referred as cat when I was in secondary school then. Of cos a cute and fatty and chubby cat called Garfield... and FYI Cat eats fish! Hahahaha what an association … Gosh! It’s pretty amazing ~ don’t you agree?
So in conclusion...SooMei Fish is keeping fishes now… but I don’t like fishy stuff tho =p . . .
And without realising, I am actually concerned and worried much bout the well being of my fishes up here... When I go back KL I will think of getting them food, and wondering if they miss me … silly me..
It’s true that fishes do understand human’s behaviour…when they wanna eat they will dance in front of me… and when they did something wrong they will hide themselves...Fishes are yet another amazing living creature on earth...
Besides doggie, “fishy” is my 2nd lover J it’s always agreed that we human always find comfort in small animals … I agree J. They are part of my life now…both doggie and “fishy”
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Offdays coming soon...
It's been quite some times since i posted my previous posting here... well all thanks to busy schedule.. and not much things happened that are worth to be mentioned maybe ...
It has been 3 mths ..and entering into the 4th mth... one thing for sure ..time flies while working here ...
When i first reached here, i did have doubts whether i like this job or not or this job suits me or not..but now i am glad tat i've cleared those doubts.. no waiting another 2mths to get my confirmation :) hope i got a pass then kekekekekeke
Honestly speaking, i do miss home ...miss my dog n miss my parents =p....
It has been 3 mths ..and entering into the 4th mth... one thing for sure ..time flies while working here ...
When i first reached here, i did have doubts whether i like this job or not or this job suits me or not..but now i am glad tat i've cleared those doubts.. no waiting another 2mths to get my confirmation :) hope i got a pass then kekekekekeke
Honestly speaking, i do miss home ...miss my dog n miss my parents =p....
Sunday, July 08, 2007
7.7.7 a day to remember .... it only occurs once every 1000 years.... what a miracle... well nothing much happened today...except i got a surprise and sudden sms frm a good friend who was up here at Genting ... met her up for a drink and chit chat... been long nvr met her... and i missed her 21st bday party!
It was great talking to her..thanks for always be there for me when i need someone to listen to my grumbles.. and sincerely accept my apology.. didn't mean to wake u up that nite... hihihihihi...
It's been 2mths I am here...slowly i am adapting to the lifestyle here.... working life is good.. enjoying doing what i am doing now... just that i can't really adapt well to the style of working for 24 days non stop..pretty tiring.. think maybe i should try to take forthnightly offdays.. at least ..not tat tiring ..well,will see how...
I don't really miss friends and home as much as i did during the initial month here.. think i grown up hahahaha ...as seems i never grown up last time...
I actually realised that time passes vry fast here... check in to work at 9 am... ding dong ding dong, replying mails, attending meetings, preparing papers and presentation slides then lunch time... after lunch 2 pm ...vry fast will see the clock pointing at 5pm! wow.... and time to go off check out from office...went for dinner with colleagues..depends on the type of dinner we take... if buffet plus we chit chat chit chat...without realising it's already 10pm! go back to my room take my bath, read a book, listen to songs...and doze off..... then wake up welcoming another new day.... wow....
It was great talking to her..thanks for always be there for me when i need someone to listen to my grumbles.. and sincerely accept my apology.. didn't mean to wake u up that nite... hihihihihi...
It's been 2mths I am here...slowly i am adapting to the lifestyle here.... working life is good.. enjoying doing what i am doing now... just that i can't really adapt well to the style of working for 24 days non stop..pretty tiring.. think maybe i should try to take forthnightly offdays.. at least ..not tat tiring ..well,will see how...
I don't really miss friends and home as much as i did during the initial month here.. think i grown up hahahaha ...as seems i never grown up last time...
I actually realised that time passes vry fast here... check in to work at 9 am... ding dong ding dong, replying mails, attending meetings, preparing papers and presentation slides then lunch time... after lunch 2 pm ...vry fast will see the clock pointing at 5pm! wow.... and time to go off check out from office...went for dinner with colleagues..depends on the type of dinner we take... if buffet plus we chit chat chit chat...without realising it's already 10pm! go back to my room take my bath, read a book, listen to songs...and doze off..... then wake up welcoming another new day.... wow....
Sunday, June 17, 2007
16th June 2007 going to 17th June 2007:
I was so energetic for whole day on 16th as I got more than enough of sleeps after few nites of tortures with less than 5 hours sleeps..I went to bed on 9pm! Can u imagine it was 9 pm …but of cos it was without dinner for sure.. hahaha …suddenly found SLEEP is more important than anything else..cos I told myself that I wanna get back my nice and fair complexion that I used to have last time.. now? Gone case cos I have pimples popping out all over my face, which is bad and ugly…thanks to lack of sleepings as well as lack of water ...
Since I was so energetic I worked till almost 9pm that day. Then I wandered around to look for food for dinner and I’ve been walking around for more than an hour, still I couldn’t decide on where and what to eat!! Spoilt by choices? I think so….But 16th’s nite was cold…with strong wind…so I settled for curry rice, hot n spicy suited the mood for the nite where I needed something to warm me up Hahahaha …
After dinner I received a call from one of my best friends (Since secondary school knew them but not too close until we studied and lived together when we were at Nilai then and now we are closer than anyone else, more like a family of four.. of cos now with a new family member joining; the boyfriend of my best friend, we have 5 in the family, wondering when there will be 6? Meaning me getting one and add up to the # of members since they have partners now)…. They told me that they have a sudden plan to come up and meet me ..cos 17th is the birthday of one of our family members, Sook Yin who is turning 26 hehehe getting one year older again gal! I was thrilled and happy for sure., so I was in charge in buying cakes.. so opted for Baskin Robbins ice cream cake… a chocolate cake with macadamia nuts…
By 12am they reached and we looked for a place to sit …. We went to the bakery and we so adventurous that we chose to sit outside..with 18°C that nite and strong wind…what you think? 5 of us shared 2 café mocha, 1 icy Irish latte and 1 hot chocolate (found that the chocolate is not that nice ..but its appearance looks great…) with strong wind it was impossible for us to have candles and let the birthday gal (s) blew the candles [ opps Sook Kuan as well though her birthday is few days down the road but we had a celebration for two!] hahaha killing two birds with one stone we called it hahaha ...we had group pictures and quickly we had them cut the cake as it was melting then … we enjoyed scooping the cake spoon by spoon hehehe ..nice …enjoying ice cream cake at the temperature of 18°C…. I got both of them a triangel each…last time we were crazy bout this TVB drama bout pilots ..and we were fond with the triangel a lead actress was having…. Suddenly the idea of getting them one crossed my mind.. cos I had one for myself as well. The triangel is believed to bless you for luck in relationship.. I am happy seeing them found their partners who are great! Looking forward for the wedding bells to ring anytime I guess….
After that we were so full ..but there is always this crazy thought keep appearing in my mind whenever I passed by the convenience store at Resorts Hotel (just behind Coffee Bean), which is to sit there and have a cup of noodle! Hehehe I suggested this idea to them and my friend’s boyfriend wanted to have a cup as well so we headed to the convenience store. Finally! but the prices of mee cups here are no kidding ..super pricey I mean.. can u imagine that they are actually selling a normal maggi mee cup @ RM3.50 ,where u can easily get one at less than RM2 back in KL? So few of them said we were crazy … hahaha…so I had a tomyum and he had a ..is it chicken soup I wonder? And a pack of peel fresh orange juice.. at RM 8.90..hahahahaha ……..
Maybe I was putting too much “mixed” food into my stomach …and my digestion system get clogged… just a short while after that, I rushed to the ladies and flushed everything out …gosh…
Am I not used to mee cup anymore or was it bcos I drank mocha, latte, chocolate + ice cream cake + instant noodle that caused me this diarrhoea ? I wonder… well after that still I felt uncomfortable
Then. I bid them bye-bye and promised to meet them for yumcha once I am back to KL next week. and once I got back to my room ..I have another 2rounds of flushing ..gosh …took medicine n there I dozed off ..by the time then it was 3.30am (again I was late for my sleep) and got up at 8am today…coming in to work at 9am.. still I feel refreshed!
Thanks to Ah Nam, Sook Kuan , Sook Yin and MC for the nite! ..and not to forget ..
Happy Birthday to Sook Yin and an advance birthday wish for Sook Kuan…. Last nite was a birthday for to sweet gals who turned 21st.. Happy Birthday Kaka and Hui San….
That’s the few hours of enjoyment I had before 16th turning into 17th June!
Since I was so energetic I worked till almost 9pm that day. Then I wandered around to look for food for dinner and I’ve been walking around for more than an hour, still I couldn’t decide on where and what to eat!! Spoilt by choices? I think so….But 16th’s nite was cold…with strong wind…so I settled for curry rice, hot n spicy suited the mood for the nite where I needed something to warm me up Hahahaha …
After dinner I received a call from one of my best friends (Since secondary school knew them but not too close until we studied and lived together when we were at Nilai then and now we are closer than anyone else, more like a family of four.. of cos now with a new family member joining; the boyfriend of my best friend, we have 5 in the family, wondering when there will be 6? Meaning me getting one and add up to the # of members since they have partners now)…. They told me that they have a sudden plan to come up and meet me ..cos 17th is the birthday of one of our family members, Sook Yin who is turning 26 hehehe getting one year older again gal! I was thrilled and happy for sure., so I was in charge in buying cakes.. so opted for Baskin Robbins ice cream cake… a chocolate cake with macadamia nuts…
By 12am they reached and we looked for a place to sit …. We went to the bakery and we so adventurous that we chose to sit outside..with 18°C that nite and strong wind…what you think? 5 of us shared 2 café mocha, 1 icy Irish latte and 1 hot chocolate (found that the chocolate is not that nice ..but its appearance looks great…) with strong wind it was impossible for us to have candles and let the birthday gal (s) blew the candles [ opps Sook Kuan as well though her birthday is few days down the road but we had a celebration for two!] hahaha killing two birds with one stone we called it hahaha ...we had group pictures and quickly we had them cut the cake as it was melting then … we enjoyed scooping the cake spoon by spoon hehehe ..nice …enjoying ice cream cake at the temperature of 18°C…. I got both of them a triangel each…last time we were crazy bout this TVB drama bout pilots ..and we were fond with the triangel a lead actress was having…. Suddenly the idea of getting them one crossed my mind.. cos I had one for myself as well. The triangel is believed to bless you for luck in relationship.. I am happy seeing them found their partners who are great! Looking forward for the wedding bells to ring anytime I guess….
After that we were so full ..but there is always this crazy thought keep appearing in my mind whenever I passed by the convenience store at Resorts Hotel (just behind Coffee Bean), which is to sit there and have a cup of noodle! Hehehe I suggested this idea to them and my friend’s boyfriend wanted to have a cup as well so we headed to the convenience store. Finally! but the prices of mee cups here are no kidding ..super pricey I mean.. can u imagine that they are actually selling a normal maggi mee cup @ RM3.50 ,where u can easily get one at less than RM2 back in KL? So few of them said we were crazy … hahaha…so I had a tomyum and he had a ..is it chicken soup I wonder? And a pack of peel fresh orange juice.. at RM 8.90..hahahahaha ……..
Maybe I was putting too much “mixed” food into my stomach …and my digestion system get clogged… just a short while after that, I rushed to the ladies and flushed everything out …gosh…
Am I not used to mee cup anymore or was it bcos I drank mocha, latte, chocolate + ice cream cake + instant noodle that caused me this diarrhoea ? I wonder… well after that still I felt uncomfortable
Then. I bid them bye-bye and promised to meet them for yumcha once I am back to KL next week. and once I got back to my room ..I have another 2rounds of flushing ..gosh …took medicine n there I dozed off ..by the time then it was 3.30am (again I was late for my sleep) and got up at 8am today…coming in to work at 9am.. still I feel refreshed!
Thanks to Ah Nam, Sook Kuan , Sook Yin and MC for the nite! ..and not to forget ..
Happy Birthday to Sook Yin and an advance birthday wish for Sook Kuan…. Last nite was a birthday for to sweet gals who turned 21st.. Happy Birthday Kaka and Hui San….
That’s the few hours of enjoyment I had before 16th turning into 17th June!
So long .... they are leaving us to continue to chase their dreams..
It has been almost two months here and I’ve attended the “FAREWELL” celebration for both my manager and my AVP..Yeah you’re right. Both of my bosses are leaving.. Infact one already left yesterday. Pretty shocking news for me once I was being informed last month when I first joined the company that my manager had tendered last mth! Well, it’s alright since I still have an AVP to lead but however during end of the mth, we were being called one by one into the room by my AVP. He was announcing a bad news to us, which is he’d resigned! Again! Déjà vu. …Chain reaction or what? I have no idea.. =(
All of us were pretty down n sad as I heard from my colleagues saying that he’s a vry good and understanding boss. Though I only know him for short while, I do agree with the statement made by my colleagues. He is indeed a vry good boss to work with..but too bad. No luck for me to learn from him, as he is vry experienced esp. in my fave field called CF.
It was 13th June; again we headed to Gohtong Jaya for dinner …. Like the food there a lot..vry nice environment and food as well J .. Later we proceed with karaoke session, which is a party all nite long event hahaha y I say so? Well, don’t worry I’ll tell those later. A colleague was back from Macau and she bought Chivas Whisky… then my AVP brought from home a Martell Cognac, and we have sponsor who contributed 2 bottles of red wines.. So what can u expect except a party all nite long event with drinking and singing session?
Got the chance to meet up few ex-colleagues as well as ex- resorts planning seniors, some transferred to other dept and got promoted, some resigned ventured into other industry, some flown to Macau working for competitor. It was a great outing as we laughed a lot with jokes and silly talks. We did try out the durian “chiew pai” (reminds me of Sze’s mum: Chiew Pai Mee, Hehehehe) ice cream. Then only we realised oh S**t … we have to go for liquor later… I’m sure that you do hear of stories of how ppl died bcos of eating durian n drinking liquor.. we were so scared then ..but lucky all survived! Maybe the % of durian for the ice cream is so insignificant or our body system resisted those reactions well hehehe …think if keep thinking on this forever we wont be able to get the answer..
All of us were pretty down n sad as I heard from my colleagues saying that he’s a vry good and understanding boss. Though I only know him for short while, I do agree with the statement made by my colleagues. He is indeed a vry good boss to work with..but too bad. No luck for me to learn from him, as he is vry experienced esp. in my fave field called CF.
It was 13th June; again we headed to Gohtong Jaya for dinner …. Like the food there a lot..vry nice environment and food as well J .. Later we proceed with karaoke session, which is a party all nite long event hahaha y I say so? Well, don’t worry I’ll tell those later. A colleague was back from Macau and she bought Chivas Whisky… then my AVP brought from home a Martell Cognac, and we have sponsor who contributed 2 bottles of red wines.. So what can u expect except a party all nite long event with drinking and singing session?
Got the chance to meet up few ex-colleagues as well as ex- resorts planning seniors, some transferred to other dept and got promoted, some resigned ventured into other industry, some flown to Macau working for competitor. It was a great outing as we laughed a lot with jokes and silly talks. We did try out the durian “chiew pai” (reminds me of Sze’s mum: Chiew Pai Mee, Hehehehe) ice cream. Then only we realised oh S**t … we have to go for liquor later… I’m sure that you do hear of stories of how ppl died bcos of eating durian n drinking liquor.. we were so scared then ..but lucky all survived! Maybe the % of durian for the ice cream is so insignificant or our body system resisted those reactions well hehehe …think if keep thinking on this forever we wont be able to get the answer..
We had a small but grand gift presentation to show our appreciations to both. Bought them a wallet each and we had a custom-made farewell cards just for them. We got a Royale 007 with my AVP as the agent as the theme for his card, and we got a Shrek for my manager…hahaha we were laughing like mad when seeing his reaction after he got his card. He said of all the expectations after signing the nice 007 card for my AVP, he didn’t expect himself to get a SHREK! Hahahaha …he was like … unexplainable his reaction but funny…
Well well well…. “Party” started at 9pm and we were late cos we gotta go back office to get our previous liquors hahaha… for the first time and for once, I was drunk..Imagine we have less than 10 people and we managed to empty 1bottle of whisky and 1 bottle of Cognac? Unbelievable! Well again the main drinkers are the honour guests of the nite, both my AVP and manager. Both of them were vry drunk I would say. I was drunk when the clock ticked at 2am but by the time we were leaving at 4++am, I was conscious… but during the two hours all of us sang and danced like we were really in a party…hahaha …had a great and fun nite but the next morning both my colleague and I gotta woke up and reported to work at 9pm.. Can u imagine?? Both my AVP and manager only shown up later after lunch Hahahaha.. Then we were so tired and we clocked out early went back to our room and zzzz …..
Monday, June 11, 2007
Last weekends were fabulous… with so many visitors coming up. Enjoyed their companies J….
Mum, Sister and her boyfriend came up to have dinner with me. Miss them a lot…I almost didn’t want to let them going back to KL…it’s all right; I’ll meet them again next week. Finally off days are coming soon…time passes pretty fast here.. Am looking forward to go back and take a break after working non-stop for dunno how many days.. Well slowly I am adapting to this working style.
Went for the Jazz Festival with JC and her hubby and not to forget her friends as well. We stayed till bout 3am. The show ended at 2.30am but according to the emcee there might be additional cross-over performance by various bands, so we stayed on for a little while but once the cross-over started, we cabut.. not bcos of tiredness but bcos we don’t really fancy that band.. so no point staying ;p
It was a good show after all. To my surprise, quite a number of ppl like jazz as well. Pretty cool! Just that the seats available weren’t able to cater the capacity of people attending the Fest.. Worth the $$$ spent? Not really.. cos it’s free seating 5 ppl sharing4 seats can u imagine? Thanks to Nelson for standing for an hour and let us four to sit comfortably enjoying the show.. Among the bands, those I like the most are Acoustique, Sakesho and the Caribbean Jazz… the final performing band of the nitez: Cubanismo! Also great.. They made the audience turning the stage into a dance floor.. Shanghai Jazz also good..like the vocalist a lot, a sweet young gal called Erica ;)
To know more do visit: http://www.gentingjazz.com
After few nites with lack of sleep finally my system cannot tahan …pretty tired.. really gotta rest and zzz early these few days… to my surprise I hardly take any coffee now… it’s good for me..cant believe that I can actually life a day without coffee ..my last cuppa coffee was on Sun’s morning 1 ++am a café mocha til now :0 …really changing to become more health conscious now.. ahem**
Mum, Sister and her boyfriend came up to have dinner with me. Miss them a lot…I almost didn’t want to let them going back to KL…it’s all right; I’ll meet them again next week. Finally off days are coming soon…time passes pretty fast here.. Am looking forward to go back and take a break after working non-stop for dunno how many days.. Well slowly I am adapting to this working style.
Went for the Jazz Festival with JC and her hubby and not to forget her friends as well. We stayed till bout 3am. The show ended at 2.30am but according to the emcee there might be additional cross-over performance by various bands, so we stayed on for a little while but once the cross-over started, we cabut.. not bcos of tiredness but bcos we don’t really fancy that band.. so no point staying ;p
It was a good show after all. To my surprise, quite a number of ppl like jazz as well. Pretty cool! Just that the seats available weren’t able to cater the capacity of people attending the Fest.. Worth the $$$ spent? Not really.. cos it’s free seating 5 ppl sharing4 seats can u imagine? Thanks to Nelson for standing for an hour and let us four to sit comfortably enjoying the show.. Among the bands, those I like the most are Acoustique, Sakesho and the Caribbean Jazz… the final performing band of the nitez: Cubanismo! Also great.. They made the audience turning the stage into a dance floor.. Shanghai Jazz also good..like the vocalist a lot, a sweet young gal called Erica ;)
To know more do visit: http://www.gentingjazz.com
After few nites with lack of sleep finally my system cannot tahan …pretty tired.. really gotta rest and zzz early these few days… to my surprise I hardly take any coffee now… it’s good for me..cant believe that I can actually life a day without coffee ..my last cuppa coffee was on Sun’s morning 1 ++am a café mocha til now :0 …really changing to become more health conscious now.. ahem**
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Wanna thank you my friend for giving me this song. It's a nice and meaningful...
Dont worry, Jiun!
I'm ok now...it no longer troubling me... It's over ..just that never expected it to be so soon..
Waking up made me a happier gal again ......
What is my reaction when i see him again this month?
Think still he'll be a dear friend of me, who I'll still care,just that I know when and how to draw the line.
This makes me feel better now =)..
It's not a tough decision to make after all ;)
Glad that I made it!
斷絕來往
或再不配合
共你一對都想當老友伴隨始終兩腳難後退
太不識趣單向地愛下去別這種態度
極之乾脆約見面藉口諸多
說要推如果不想再面對
慘遭負累無謂再做朋友
便告吹
我會消失
讓自己一個抑鬱道謝你絕情
絕得送上這種惡疾來日裡
你與我各自賣醉再也不知你於週末怎麼生趣盡快消失
為自己一個呼吸若令你動情或者我永遠不及即管退隱
誰人令我這麼固執 或有種隔膜
沒法攻破都可否念於當初
吻過麼如果騷擾你是我
不勝負荷寧願斷絕來往
就這麼
偷生過每日
日夜都因你抑鬱念盡你絕情地放棄愛我是千夫所指的過失純情願憎多一個人
不接受憐憫
Dont worry, Jiun!
I'm ok now...it no longer troubling me... It's over ..just that never expected it to be so soon..
Waking up made me a happier gal again ......
What is my reaction when i see him again this month?
Think still he'll be a dear friend of me, who I'll still care,just that I know when and how to draw the line.
This makes me feel better now =)..
It's not a tough decision to make after all ;)
Glad that I made it!
斷絕來往
或再不配合
共你一對都想當老友伴隨始終兩腳難後退
太不識趣單向地愛下去別這種態度
極之乾脆約見面藉口諸多
說要推如果不想再面對
慘遭負累無謂再做朋友
便告吹
我會消失
讓自己一個抑鬱道謝你絕情
絕得送上這種惡疾來日裡
你與我各自賣醉再也不知你於週末怎麼生趣盡快消失
為自己一個呼吸若令你動情或者我永遠不及即管退隱
誰人令我這麼固執 或有種隔膜
沒法攻破都可否念於當初
吻過麼如果騷擾你是我
不勝負荷寧願斷絕來往
就這麼
偷生過每日
日夜都因你抑鬱念盡你絕情地放棄愛我是千夫所指的過失純情願憎多一個人
不接受憐憫
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Dinner @ Gohtong Jaya...
I went to have dinner with my colleagues at Gohtong Jaya ... both me and another new Friend(the roommate of my colleague) got our 1st paycheck so we belanaja makan ..acccording to belief ..it's a good omen ...to belanja ppl makan with 1st paycheck in order to sustain long in this career i believe it as well.... we had great time and great food.....
Vry vry happy and glad.....
i do realise friends are more important...they do make my day ..cheeered me up when i was moody ... today ... a big thank you to them =)
Vry vry happy and glad.....
i do realise friends are more important...they do make my day ..cheeered me up when i was moody ... today ... a big thank you to them =)
Feeling better......
think i am dumb and silly ...... told him tat i let go but guess he doesnt know the one i mentioned was him .... if he ever wonders...well it wont bother me anymore... as i know this time it's for real my decision ...he wont be affecting me anymore..... this time round i know i'll be able to do it.... many times i have been crying over the same thing till i have no more tears to shed..... till my heart is broken and i need time to heal... he will still be my friend... i think i'll feel comfortable .... working here makes me stronger and tougher.... am more independent now... when i am down and sad i will have ppl around me to cheer me up am glad and feeling blessed......
Sunday, June 03, 2007
About noon yesterday I got a message from a dear friend of mine, saying that she’s coming to meet me. I was so surprised and happy…. After that message, I was hoping time to pass fast fast so that I could meet her up… Actually I did meet her up last Monday but we didn’t really have much opportunity to talk as the lunch was rush and there were other people around… though we are far away now, I am glad that we do keep in touch always via sms or phone and share most of our “stories”……..
Finally received her call and she was here dy.. We met up for dinner and we headed to Coffee Beans to get ourselves some drinks and sit down and chitchat.. Sorry gal I took you to walk so far away, the journey by right would only take us few minutes but bcos of my “Sense of Direction” we used the long way… p :p shame on me!
I did have a great time… I am happy that we able to meet up =)
While waiting for her friend, we headed to the coffee shop and sat and continue chatting … she really grows up a lot.. Am happy to see the changes in her … actually when she was leaving I really wanted to cry …as usual the fish is useless….
Finally received her call and she was here dy.. We met up for dinner and we headed to Coffee Beans to get ourselves some drinks and sit down and chitchat.. Sorry gal I took you to walk so far away, the journey by right would only take us few minutes but bcos of my “Sense of Direction” we used the long way… p :p shame on me!
I did have a great time… I am happy that we able to meet up =)
While waiting for her friend, we headed to the coffee shop and sat and continue chatting … she really grows up a lot.. Am happy to see the changes in her … actually when she was leaving I really wanted to cry …as usual the fish is useless….
Friday, June 01, 2007
One month now and still dun think i really get used to the lifestyle up here... maybe it's bcos i used to be a homely gal (kekekeke...) some of my friends who read this will sure laugh their lungs out hahaha ... pretty serious think i miss home and friends back in KL ..mayb it's bcos i was home last few days ..after meeting friends and family members made me miss them even more now......
Life up here is not as bad as i thought though... people are great and nice here... helpful in a sense ...especially when i was new here last mth..... i have nothing to worry bout my life up here except i can expect a rather boring life after work..... and i think my "illness" is back !!Workaholic mind tends to attack me now.... been staying back and work till late... find myself being occupied with work and i can't believe that i like it as well... not bad after all.... but one thing for sure i wont overwork myself...
There are times i'll take a walk during night ..enjoy seeing people wandering around... happy seeing ppl .... think i am more positive bout life .... though most of my friends doubt that i will ever have a life living n working here.... i can assure them that i live a happier life up here... as i am doing something i like now.. though some times works are bit tasking but i am all ready to answer those challenges..
Life up here is not as bad as i thought though... people are great and nice here... helpful in a sense ...especially when i was new here last mth..... i have nothing to worry bout my life up here except i can expect a rather boring life after work..... and i think my "illness" is back !!Workaholic mind tends to attack me now.... been staying back and work till late... find myself being occupied with work and i can't believe that i like it as well... not bad after all.... but one thing for sure i wont overwork myself...
There are times i'll take a walk during night ..enjoy seeing people wandering around... happy seeing ppl .... think i am more positive bout life .... though most of my friends doubt that i will ever have a life living n working here.... i can assure them that i live a happier life up here... as i am doing something i like now.. though some times works are bit tasking but i am all ready to answer those challenges..
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